1. |
Absolution
00:55
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2. |
The Collector
03:26
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I was right the whole fucking time
You were telling me lies since the start
And now I understand what it’s like to be alone
Please take my hand now, nobody’s there to help
So I put on these chains
And tread the way to my own cell
It’s like a prison
It’s like a prison
It’s like a prison in here
Encompassed in my own heart
These racing thoughts are like anchors
Tied to my ankles
I’ve forgotten to breathe
And the seams are tearing at the shore
I’m drifting away
As the ocean tide recedes
I am pulled into the current
And now void swallows me whole
In these dark drowning waters
Is this your collection?
A congregation of souls
Under the impression that their vessels are still around
Can you tell me what you feel
I can not tell
I can not see
I can not feel
Anything
The worst part is I’m still alive
Questioning my beginning
Begging for answers
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3. |
Seed of Life
04:42
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4. |
Being
02:56
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If all I knew was
I could do better
Don’t you think that I would?
But it’s always so easy to stay comfortable
Sitting on the edge of my reality
So ready to lose grip
Because back then, it didn’t matter
So why would it matter now?
Sirens sounding, love should be everlasting
Please keep away cause I’m falling apart
All that I’ve lost and I’ve gained
I cringe at the thought of losing you or anyone again
Why won’t this end, why aren’t I dead?
Remember all those times we held in our heads?
Sirens sounding, love should be everlasting
Please keep away cause I’m falling apart
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5. |
The Hardship
02:40
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Consequences are infinite
These people don’t quite understand
There’s a world of negativity inside of me
Corroding, collapsing
I make my own downfall
It’s in my head!
So quit asking questions
I’d help myself if I could
Don’t help a dead soul
Confined to a split personality
It’s already dead to me
Make me your bastard
Make me your bastard
Make me your bastard
Make me your master
You did a number on me
Now I reconcile with the damned
Fuck this!
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6. |
Internal Evil
02:35
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I am your disease, my friend
I will conquer your tower of hate
I will make you rot
Feeling these phobias
They’re so real
There will be nowhere to run
Run!
Livid, living here
Prepare for the worst
Livid, living here
Prepare for your hearse
Now you get it, don’t you?
I am nothing but the fear in your weak mind
Possessing, controlling
The curses that you’re holding
I am your demise, my friend
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7. |
Phobia
02:44
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8. |
Suicide Note
02:46
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Passion is out of question
Feel my rejection, but at your discretion
I feel lost in my own home
You tell me that I’m different
Yet, you treat me the same
Broken and ambivalent
None of it ever matters anyway
Sirens sounding, love should be everlasting
Why am I always so alarmed?
I hate this feeling inside
End it all...
Pray for me!
All that I’ve got
Is a loaded barrel down my throat
I hope you find the inner peace
That you’ve been seeking
I’ll still be six feet deep
Oh, so condescending
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9. |
Prima Spectre
04:20
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With promises and most of my regrets tied
I sit and wonder what I did inside your head
I’d understand
So why am I distancing?
I’d love to know you
But none of you
But none of you stuck around
Once I left that cold windy town
No one was found
I think that you all drowned
Years and years pass by
Friends have had their alibis
They’ve been keeping me up all night
This isn’t right, I’m not alright
Yes, old friend, you’ve begun haunting me
But I know you didn’t mean to
But none of you stuck around
Once I left that cold windy town
No one was found
I think that you all drowned
Letting go is something I never understood
If only my father hadn’t run away
Am I wandering?
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Nick Madonna Los Angeles, California
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